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Monday, July 31, 2006
But have you ever thought that maybe these horoscopes are so general, the chance of it comin true is SO high? Billions of people in the world, only 12 hororscopes, millions of people sharing one horoscope, how can it come true for all?!!! Well, anyway, here is what they said of my horoscope, let's see if its true... TELL ME what you think! 1. Attractive Personality 2. Sexy 3. Affectionate 4. Shy 5. Reserved 6. Secretive 7. Naturally honest 8. Generous 9. Symphatic 10. Loves peace and serenity 11. Sensitive to others 12. Great Kisser 13. Eaily angered. 14. Trustworthy 15. Appreciative and returns kindness 16. Hardly shows emotions 17. Tends to bottle up feelings 18. Observant and assesses others Heck, some of them are repititive, while others are ContradictinG! How can I be secretive AND naturally honest??? Now the psychological part of me is thinking, yeah, i'm like that, i'm secretive... to some people and honest to less... hey, its all so true... but if, IF it was true then millions of people would be like that! Then the world would be split into 12 different kinds of people... SO BORING! then i would look at you and OH! so you're a so-and-so... i wonder... isnt that so B-oring and P-redictable? [please faint after reading this] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:46 PM
sitting in my brain. seeping up my juices. i cannot think straight. i can hear this song. i can think of my life. i can think of all my problems. i cannot think of the solutions. if.life.was.fantasy.wouldnt.that.be.so.nice there.would.be.no.need.for.human.relationships because.there.would.be.fairy.godmothers ten.fairy.godmothers.to.every.human we.would.have.our.own.planet and.we.could.choose.who.would.be.there.with.us mine.would.be.called.stephieart and.i.would.have.ten.fairy.godmothers. one.hundred.cute.cartoon.charaters one.thousand.macho.caring.guys.who.die.for.me and.whom.i.can.control no.work no.ugliness because.i.am.the.only.girl wouldnt.life.be.perfect.then post.should.be.deleted.because.it.shows.my.ugly.side.the.one.nobody.wanted.to.or.bothered.to.see humans.are.just.selfish.and.hiding.behind.a.mask.they.store.bought a.mask.that.cost.one.million.dollars one.that.cheapened.to.ten.dollars because.everyone.followed.and.went.to.buy.one to.hide.behind everyone.looks.the.same everyone.looks.happy everyone.looks.like.they.belong but.nobody.is.ever.one.hundred.percent.happy and.worry.free and.nobody.ever.belongs.with.anybody.else that.is.why.not.many.were.born.as.siamese.twins or.triplets.or.quadruplets and.also.why.siamese.surgery.was.invented [i.feel.stupid.] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 11:00 PM
Thursday: 1 good thing: NAPFA is over!!! (: 1 bad thing : Stupid+Thick Skin=Embarassment Friday: I felt: worried.sad.tired.happy.sad.tired.embarassed.angry.happy.sad.happy I did: zip.zero.zilch my life: an emotional roller coaster dragging a limp body beneath it. one.day. my.emotions. will.overight. my.boring.life. then.i.will.go.mad someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 7:26 PM
i was just thinking about romance and love... i know you're probably thinking this is gonna be real sappy and stupid... well it isn't... i mean i hope it isn't! romance and love [ rubs imaginary mustache like a wise old man ] is there even a difference??? i mean both of them conjour up thoughts of a hunky, loving, macho, smart, kind guy ( or girl if you're a guy, juz substitute hunky with sexy and macho with girly ) BUT, yup there IS a but, isn't romance superficial? but isn't life superficial? i mean, people are all superficial... can you honestly tell me that you've been 100% honest with ONE person? that you've shared even your darkest secrets with that person? oh, wait! i've done that!!! with bert,ernie,big bird,elmo, cookie monster, garfield and my dogs... [ cue to die of embarassment ] but if you hate me for that, heck, i hate you too! lol OOP! anyway, isnt romance like giving flowers, going to the Carribeans and love just thinking of that person and willing to sacrifice for that person? isnt that different? love is true, romance is superficial. you can do without romance, but not without love! i think... and then there's crushes... i think crushes are superficial... well, except for some, who have been holding on for a few years, maybe say 3, yet the person doesnt really bother? thats not superficial... thats optimism... i guess... do you think a relationship can do without romance? and yet, can it do without love? i know some can do without love, those are superficial... life IS superficial... i guess... okay, to me, life is uperficial except to, uh, some unnamed people... yup... ok if this sux, tell me so i can delete it! :) if you read, please tag, so at least i know who's reading? and feedback? thanks! someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:08 AM
why must life be so complicating? why must life be so unfair? the why questions never end... but i guess the most intriguing is how the human mind works... why is life so unfair? why must it be fair yet why must it be unfair? why do some hate while others love? when you turn this age, you wonder a lot... sometimes you feel alone in this big world... just look out the window to the opposite block and see the flats, so many, just look... they don't you exist... then you feel small... this is just so stupid. why isn't everything straightforward? do you wish you never turned this age? someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 9:00 PM
sometimes i just ponder... i wonder if you ponder too... do you lie awake thinking of something, that happened a long time ago? that person doesn't remember, but you do. do you lie awake thinking of something somebody did or had that was so trivial to that person, yet you envy that and wonder why your life isn't perfect like that person's or so it seems to you. then you thinking of the homeless then you wonder why life is unfair to them. do you lie awake regretting something stupid you did or said or something you didnt and wish the clock would reverse, even if that thing happened six months ago. do you lie awake replaying a scene in your head, even if it happened two months ago and lasted 2 seconds... a word, a tone, a look or even a movement? i guess everyone does... its human nature... yet why do we replay the'bad' scenes and never the 'good'? why do we regret instead of praising ourselves for something we did well? do we see ourselves a s too perfect or is ths just human nature? i wonder so i am asking you... what do you think? Q IF THE WEEK: do you settle for second best or even third best or try for the best, knowing that if you fail, you would even lose third best. i guess there is no answer for whatever deals with humans, ends with humans, you regret it... you wonder... POST IS STUPID, THUS IGNORED someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:21 PM
oh, in that case, deadline for application of my will has been extended to 2093, so take your time... the run was SO uber-horrible... my lungs were working triple extra-time... and my feet... did i look like a goldfish? i was breathing through my mouth O... must have looked so horrible... at least not in front of too many, erm, other people... i think i was kinda happy with my time, wrong, VERY happy with my time... at least i passed kinda okay!!! according to my little pal, my watch: 17:36!!! woo-hoo!!! okie, for those super pro people who did below fifteen or ten , wait, DID ANYONE DO BELOW TEN? i will so salute you... okie, anyway for those pro people... my time probably kinda sucks to you... heck... its MY time so I'M happy with it! :) [deleted so i will live through today] thanks for reading and thanks for tagging! ah-ha, you have to now... you accepted my thanks!!! LOL someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:08 PM
I said before I wouldn't blog about my life... But now I am... Because I am trying to waste time... AND I have no freaking thing to say! I guess it's okay talking about my life... after all. nothing is happening in this world, nothing that I can blog about wihtout worrying about getting killled... Nothing that I can blog about without getting killed yet is interesting enough for you to close this ugly lil window here... I'm sitting here, on my chair's two back legs rocking back and forth with this lil keyboard on my lap... in my cca... nothing to do because sec2s are running and sec3s have listening.... NO... RUNNING i'm so worried about running... would i even make it out alive... that stupid ******* run on friday is coldblooded murder... i can now think of the perfect acronym... but will not mention here... dont wanna die just yet... i must first sort out my will... apply now to be included!!! only ten people will be included in my will, and each person will get a grand total of $0.00000000000000000000000001!!! i'm so rich... APPLY NOW. WHILE STOCKS LAST! CLOSING DATE: FRIDAY, 17/07/2006, 3PM... coz thats when i have to run... and i give the four plastic 1cm limbs to my fellow mickey-surgeon... thanks! end of stupid blog... i think this is stupider than its predecessor... if thats even possible! disclaimer: the third paragraph, im not serious, in other words, i am SO NOT suicidal... i havent met my prince charming yet, so dont raise the alarm... end of horrible post someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 12:40 AM
i like just wasted an hour or so trying to figure out how HTML works... its still a large bunch of stringy words... all i know now is how to link... and i reconstructed a colour code chart... super waste? maybe i wanna invent a program to change this world... then i would be a superhero and a famous guy... that is so lame... is that even my goal? isnt that for guys? this is a lousy, wasted post. please ignore LAME RATING : 1000%/100% green and dripping... its against my better judgement that i click Publish Post... please dont take this seriously... just give it a lame rating... owls go yoo-hoo... eagles go who-you... and eat the owls someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 11:02 PM
ITALY WON... ITALY IS SO SURPRISING ... I THOUGHT WOULD BE ARGENTINA, I HOPED IT WOULD BE ENGLAND.... BY PENALTIES SOMEMORE... I THOUGHT FRANCE WOULD WIN... BUT ZZ WAS RED-CARDED... THEN FRANCE BOOM... FLOP... JUST LIKE ENGLAND WHEN ROONEY WAS RED-CARDED.... I WISH THE WORLD CUP HADNT STARTED YET... THEN I HOPE ENGLAND WOULD WIN... THIS IS A LATE POST, COZ ... I DUNNO... BUT ITS ALL IN CAPS COZ IM SAD ITS OVER! WAAAH someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 6:00 PM
omg! today was so embarassing during pe... if you dunno what i mean, very good, dont ask! lol and i CANNOT believe that happened, it was like ... i dunno why... i just ... happened! okie, i wont say anymore, but thanks A LOT to everyone especially those in the toilet!!! =) will now erase this memory... erasing... 100% what happened today??? lol still green n dripping someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 5:47 PM
GLUG-Thanks GLUG-LOL GLUG-Seeya GLUG-Welcome GLUG-YaY GLUG-Bye Okie, so this sounds very, very, very stupid but this is MY multi-purpose word so I don't have to remember too many other words and so noone really knows what I mean... LOL At least not until they ask and I answer and that could take at least 5 seconds... so for 5 seconds... Noone knows what I mean. glug this is lame, stupid and pathetic, so ignore it [green m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 10:53 PM
And... I can log on to my account again... But I have trouble with some stuff... I have to go resolve... Uggh... Also must go change password... WAIT... Make that a whole lot of trouble with a whole lot of stuff that will take me a whole lot of time!!! ( i juz found out ) Only problem is, I dunno WHAT is the problem, so I can't resolve it... I juz know I cant do this and that but I don't know why is it so... Add another problem to me and I'll collapse under them... Regret is the worst form of misery... It's too late... someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 10:42 PM
Flomp...flomp...flomp... I hope it's a glitch in the game and my account has not been hacked/deleted... our my heart will just FLOMP to the floor... Okie, so this sounds uber-exaggerated, I know there are many more important things like a problem weighing on me now... groan... groan... It's always too late... This is a vent-anger post... [red & green m&ms are eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 7:50 PM
I recorded the first semi-final ( Germany v. Italy ) and guess what? The tape/recorder/ whatever decided that it was gona chicken out at such an important time! The thing kept stopping then after about a minute, jumping about ten minutes then showing kinda okay for a few minutes then the whole ****** cycle REPEATS itself all over again !!!!!! Shucks, then I couldn't watch the match! Even though I know Italy knocked the popular favourites by two goals well into extra-time, I still wanna watch it! I guess I have to tape the repeat broadcast at 11pm tonight... Let's all cross all fingers and twiddle-widdies toes and hope that my tape/recorder/whatever doesn't bawl out AGAIN. France v. Portugal... I guess France will edge out Portugal by that tweeny-weeny bit... I don't really care either way though... My favourite team, England was knocked out already... Boohoo [red m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:08 PM
Seriously, the N-Word it generates so much stress and worry (for me)! I didn't know we had to run TWO THOUSAND FOUR HUNDRED KILOMETRES! I thought we only did that when we turned 14? And that's next year! Well, according to the standards from an old Primary School paper... I guessed the distance changed, but how do you except us, ok, me, to run so much more in so little time?! If I took 12mins to run 1.6, how can I make 2.4 in only about 6 more minutes? I just don't have the stamina to do it... I wonder if its only me, after all I couldnt make twenty-five minutes today... Maybe... Boohoo I almost died ( figure of speech, d-uh ) ... By the way, thanks to those who waited... Cheers to those who couldnt make it either! L0L... I hope YCK stadium closes or something... then we dont have to do NAPFA... I'm still young... you know... [green M&M is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 5:49 PM
Copying and pasting is so messy... Boo-hoo, let's re-type...
Okie, I'm done... Wait! Do I sound preachy? Wave hands! I just re-typed it from an email! Kudos to the person who spent the time to go think of all this and those who forwarded it to me! No new tags... [brown M&M is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 5:03 PM
The COLOUR of the eaten M&M will represent my mood or feelings for say, the hour I wrote it in. Yeah, the hour! So here are the colours! RED - Anger/Unfairness PINK - Embarassment/Shyness BLUE - Loneliness GREEN - Sadness YELLOW - Happiness BROWN - Puzzlement WHITE - Neutral [white m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:50 PM
Ok, I think I am too enthusiastic today... Just wanna say: Link Me And Tag Me to Tell Me! I'll get down to the case and link you when I see it. I may get on in the week, but usually on weekends... So Get Down To It! :> [blue m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 4:06 PM
Thank You for helping me with the blog HTML! This is directed at Glug-er 2! A.K.A. [aDmin2]--- Thanks! [pink m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 3:47 PM
Week starting: July 2, 2006 ( Sunday ) Word Of The Week: GLUG Event of The Week: WORLD CUP 2006 SEMI-FINALS! Okay, this is very lame-o... I admit that. You Win. I just want to write something that doesn't involve my life directly... [yellow m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 2:49 PM
Woodgrove 6E Guys/Gals: http://6ewoodgrove05.blogspot.com/ Anderson People: http://www.geocities.com/st_andersonss This is the Online Newsletter, done by Sanguine Torch Optionalities... Glug-Bye [green m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 12:55 PM
My blog won't be about my life ( not much anyway ). It's gonna be about other stuff... A whopping load of miscellenous rubbish... World Cup '06!!! EnglanD!!! I support the EnglanD team! How could they have been kicked out! It's so totally un fair! And by penalties... I think penalties are the cruelest way to end a game... Twenty-two men sweating, huffing and running on a pitch, millions of people watching them, sacrificing time and energy, getting excited and disappointed with their team, pigging out, growing fat and all that comes to nought! What's important then? Just a few minutes, just the way the goalie dives, the way the penalty-taker shoots, maybe he misses, by only a few centimetres... How unfair is that???!!! EnglanD! [brown m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 11:24 PM
Just promise to comment, nicely! :) [blue m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 10:58 PM
This blog is officially named now. Link this pathetic blog. [red m&m is eaten] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 5:15 PM
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//NOTICEd// < CHENGLING-er, really? i thought its nothing much? (: miichelle- erm. i dont really get it? o.O YUNJin[:- yea! it rocked! wish we could do that again :D anonymous- hey, i dont mind... (: but leave yr name... i cant play if i dunno who you are...4 years ago? thats like p4... i havent started yet, unless you mean p6? I WANNA KNOW WHO YOU ARE! (: E.- not exactly a record anyway... thanks Frederick- okay, at least theres one person here... LOLS (: Midnight- haha, not a year, about like half... i thought it was priv? nvm (: anonymous- look, can you just put your name? Midnight- er, whats publicised? i know im slow... angie- of course! haha, sure (: cassie- i did? (: //STEPHanie//
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