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Thursday, August 31, 2006
why do hlidays come with tonnes of stupid schoolwork? then they aren't holidays... they are holedays... hole-days... hole-yourself-up-and-do-that-*******-schoolwork-days lame... what is the stupid purpose of making us do so much schoolwork... they just kill any little, microscopic interest we would have in the topic and replace it with hatred for the feakin amounts of work we have to do. and i bet nobody takes it as what they call it "a learning oppurtunity"... we all take it as the teacher's revene whatever we did during the school term and yet they could not do much just because... we could sue them for child abue... loads of homework is the legal and perfectly way that even makes them seem saintly and hardworking to get back at us... and if we don't do it, we could get sued(okay, not sued, accused)of something (rebellion? i dunno...) and so we get trouble... a load of trouble... and so they have finished with their termly reveng okay, i know thats really stupid someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:57 PM
i always do. people do. i do. and so do you. sometime we say the wrong thing, we could be in a bad mood and said the wrong thing, or we could have just said it to the wrong person. maybe we thought it was funny, maybe we didn't know it would turn out so sarcastic, annoying or insulting, maybe we just mixed up the words. bu whatever the reason, we did say the "wrong thing". and the person would never forget. no matter what you say, the person you said it to will never forget and neither will the person who said it. you might say sorry, you did't mean it, you might look all so sad and apologetic. the person might shrug and say no prob. but the person has already heard it and will probably never be able to totally delete it away in his heart. it may linger there as an obvious barrier or an unknown obvious barrier ( means you know there is a barrier but you don't know what caused it ) or maybe never surface. but it is still buried deep in the river bed of the person's feelings. can you say you don't remember anything you ever said wrong that made you embarassed or insulted the other party, never remebered anything anyone else said ''wrong", whether or not the person is aware of it? nobody can. i sure can't. sometimes you offend people without their even knowing it. you never knew they minded andyet sometime down the road, maybe hours, maybe days, maybe weeks, maybe months, they bring it up. and you never knew they minded. sometimes you realize straightaway, but even then, you cannot do anything. you just cover your mouth with your hand, gasp and apologise but the damage has been done. no matter what you say. just like a piece of blank paper. you scribble on it, then you realise you scribbled on the blank paper and not the rough one, no matter what you do, it won't go off. even if its in pencil, faint marks will still be lft behind. thats life. that's just SO complicated. life certainly is. why couldnt people be like computers. computers tell you what they are ''feeling''. when a laptop runs out of battery, it tells you beforehand, so you can save your work and no damage is done. when you type something wrong, just press backspace. ( straightaway realising your mistake). when you realise you saved something you dont want, jsut press shift and delete. voila! gone forever. (realising after awhile). why are human interaction so complicated? why do i always think AFTER i act? and why dont i have an undo button ctrl and z so i can take it back? why dont we all? sorry Song Lyrics That Best Describe This Post: Simple Plan - Untitled (How Can This Happen To Me) someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 11:04 PM
a blog definition: online diary whadda heck... it SO isnt an online diary, its just a FAKE online diary. just like life. in life, we just stage a play. life is a production. we never show our real, true feelings. its like, once you bare your heart, you can never get it back. it will be cleverly hidden. under someone's butt. squashed and numbed. thats why i dont see the need to post so often anymore. because i realised i could never be totally honest with you. because even though i want you to share my thoughts. there always will be that two-horned devil lurking there reading this. so it got less and less bare-all and maybe know i paint a rosy picture, when actually it is a dark and stormy night. go listen to "Boulevard of Borken Dreams" . its a nice song, dont ask me why im saying this. maybe im just listening to it now. this is so OOP but yet, what IS in point anyway? a blog is where somebody who has nothing better to do moves their fingers typing some meaningless words they dont fully mean. just like this is so stupid because even i dont understand what i'm saying. jus ignore this post, you dont have to take it for real, at least the rubbish before this anyway, because its just so meaningless. i created a meaningless post about how meaningless blogs are. isnt that so meaningless? [oh roll your eyes, this is really meaningless][argh!][go away mr. meaningless dont cling to me like that, unless you wanna be mr. men book #101, mr meaningless, then you can have mr greedy's body, mr tickle's hands and mr bump's head. looking good, fella] dont like, stop your blog visits here just beacuse of what said. fine, i WILL use this as an online diary, a subtle one, so nosey people will get satisfied, like the prey and the predator. this is in code and i hope the "devil" doesnt read. if people and life was a race, i would be the horse who started in front, didnt dare to run the race for fear of tripping over and embarassing myself and then when i finally started to run, was overtaken by a dark horse who raced forward and left dust in my face. he slowed down and i caught up but just as i was rejoicing, he sped up again. i would be left forgotten in its dust and all my supporters would root for my arch nemesis, the dark horse who won. the whole world were "N" i would be "E". i just wanna be "S". i want it the most. i need it the most. but the one who couldnt be bothered got it. and i lost it all. someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 11:20 PM
have you ever felt happy , that you finally did something right, then suddenly, flomp, you realize you were always out of it... and will always be? how come some people have it so good? they dont do anything, they dont worry about it, yet they get all they ever wanted... AND more... while others dont even get the basics... life is unfair... i always knew that... but i never knew to this extent. some people dont try some people try very hard, think about it every night, are saddened by it, lose sleep over it yet those who dont try get it all my life now is a hopeless case me.against.the.world.me.is.singular.the.happy.world.is.plural someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 10:59 PM
did you know that thing - h = hint when does person X know that person X is unwanted by person Y,Z,A,B,C... and when is too much really TOO much... too little really TOO little? what's the limit? wouldn't life be so much better if everyone had a text box on their stomachs saying " I, Person Y, like you, Person X this much - Z/10, hence, suggest you GO AWAY/SIT DOWN/TALK THEN GO AWAY/SMILE/WAVE/GO DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE/BE MY FRIEND/BE MY TWIN" then person X and Y would both be happy... and nobody would need to sit pondering what exactly they did or didnt do that caused them to be insignificant and unliked. of course that would mean that we would have to go around baring our bellies... but isnt that kinda an ok price... we would be doing belly dances on the MRT train... ALGEBRA! i kept using algebras... is that pronumerals... ALGEBRASION!!! ALGEBRASION!!! my mind has been taken over by that mind-boggling, difficult, stress-inducing, killer skyrocket thing! A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T,U,V,W,X,Y,Z - who mentions those StupiD algebra thingys will get their head stuff in 26 body parts, each different and beginning with a different alphabet... i can SO think of So MAny body parts now... [ rubs my hands in glee ] wait... this world has to go on with A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T,U,V,W,X,Y,Z... i'm using them to type now! okie, will not stick your head anyway... we must stand united to fight ALGEBRASION... its all sround us! on your face, in my face... in the whole bloody world... except the cavemen... we could go back o be cavemen... grunting and signing... to avoid the ALGEBRASION... maybe thats why there were even cavemen... so it comes down to the ultimate question... ALGEBRA OR NU*ITY... why.am.i.talking.to.you someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:56 AM
that's me ANYWAY... how was the 'celebrations' today??? i wanna know!!! i wanna be there!!! but i couldn't so now YOU HAVE to tell me just because YOU WERE there... lol... but i'm kinda NOT kidding... maybe just a bit... [grins] ANYWAY... why do people fall ill? what's the whole purpose? why do viruses and bacteria even exist? why do people even have to feel lousy? why can't life be a bed of roses? wait, no, roses have thorns... so it'll be VERY uncomfortable to sleep in them... i rather not... okie, why can't life be a bed of hunks? unless you're a guy... i mean why is life like that... does everything happen for a reason? people, especially older ones always say that everything happens for a reason... maybe when people get sick they think... and when they think ... a light bulb brightens and they realize something... and all of a sudden... all their wishes come true!!! i hope its so... wish-guy... email me and i'll forward to you my VERY-SHORTENED wishlist... hey, i only have 10000000000000000000000000000000000000001 wishes now, down from 10000000000000000000000000000000000000002... i finally decided that i wouldnt need 1000000 irons in my lifetime... so i cut it off my wishlist... wait... do you think i need 10000000000000 toothpicks more or 10000000000000 cotton buds? [this.post.was.written.by.a.raving.woman.so.please.ignore.] someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 3:22 PM
the tagboard wouldnt appear because of this scary code blocking its way... GO AWAY BIG BAD CODE! so i guess next time your blog wants to lose its little feedback guy, just get the code... like a big dog unmuzzled... do you think this skin is nicer? i dunno... maybe its more, erm, cutey... WAIT! DISCLAIMER: I PREFER DOGS!!! :) gotta run... catch up later someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 8:57 PM
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//NOTICEd// < CHENGLING-er, really? i thought its nothing much? (: miichelle- erm. i dont really get it? o.O YUNJin[:- yea! it rocked! wish we could do that again :D anonymous- hey, i dont mind... (: but leave yr name... i cant play if i dunno who you are...4 years ago? thats like p4... i havent started yet, unless you mean p6? I WANNA KNOW WHO YOU ARE! (: E.- not exactly a record anyway... thanks Frederick- okay, at least theres one person here... LOLS (: Midnight- haha, not a year, about like half... i thought it was priv? nvm (: anonymous- look, can you just put your name? Midnight- er, whats publicised? i know im slow... angie- of course! haha, sure (: cassie- i did? (: //STEPHanie//
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