//STEPHANIE//
Tuesday, November 21, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


i watched this documentary about birds... yeah, flamingos
and they were at this lake thingy, swimming an just keeping to themselves, yeah, drinkin water n dchatting, if birds can chat... anyway thats not my poin! do not allow me to digress, smack me if i do! okay?yeah!
okay, smack steph.
and my whole point is... um, just lemme get into this, its kinda hard today...
then there were like so MANY of them, hey! my com;s lagging like hell... i typed till here and they only showing lagging like hell real slowly!!! grr, how am i supposed to do this? okay, i heard you, smack.
yeah, anyway, there were, see now i cant even see yeah!smack,smack! thousands of them, at least 8000! big flamingos! and suddenly, 1, yes just 1 eagle comes swooping down and all the flamingos try to run away, but they cant fly well, so they were sorta walking through water, but you cant really get far, not when the flamingos are so ightly packed together, so tehy were going real slow... and one little une got caught and the eagle just ate it while the flamingos just ran, not caring about their friend!!! or maybe even son, daughter, whatever.
its like so cowardly... theyhave 8000 more people, okay birds, and if they attack the eagle he would surely die! sooner or later, and that would show the eagle! show the eagle not to take them lightly and all that!
then i was thinking, you know, people are just like flamngos, we are willing to sit back and watch our people get bullied just because we dont dare to stand up, we dont dare to change the world! and thats so apparent in everyday life too, whether its in school or at home, at work? like in wars, the victims just get bullied while if they all banded together bravely, at least some fo them would get out of it alive, yet when they just sat back, none of them would!
its all about daring to be the one, and not let yourself be pushed around! and this is precisely why a dictator's worst fear is that one of his victims would be brave nd daring, and all it takes? just one. because others would follow = herd mentality.
oppression is the worst thing, mentally or physically. against oppression! strength in numbers.


ps. if my spelling ucks, sorry, i told you, its my lag!


TAG REPLIES

fangxian: yup, totally get what youre trying to say and didja know that i actually like to read your posts? D-something aid: i think, therefore i am. anything that thinks exists, so anything that thinks is real! ie. you and me (:

joann: okies, done!




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

8:55 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




Friday, November 17, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


you open MSN Messenger, an SMS, IM, whatever. you like totally cannot NOT see an ROFL. its like too fake?
it gives cyberspace this totally fake cheery aura that is so... FAKE
hmph. especially ROFLs. i can type 100 ROFL in a day and I dont mean it. not as if im really rolling around i would never do that! even if like the worlds greatest clown is performing for me. because its not undignified! totally. imagine how undignified you would feel if somebody was rolling on top of ou like you were some kind of that kind of cheapo! hey, you didnt think i thought it was undignified for myself, did you?

ROFLs.

dont you find them so fake? hmph. you only use them when you feel insecure! insecure that the rrecipient is mad? taking offence or something. so if you have loads of self-confidence, you wont feel that you suck so bad that the person has to take offence, so DONT use ROFLS. or if you think your relationship is like hanging on tenterhooks or whatevr. then you have to laugh so hard or PRETEND to which is worse just to let the person feel good.

cyberspace it shouldnt be so fake. we have to stop from becoming a cotton candy factory or something. cotton candy is fake too! yeah, okay i shouldnt like have personal attacks here. Mr. Cotton Candy could totally come sue me. but he is. he seems so MUCH till you put him in your mouth and then he just melts and disppears, without your even swallowing him! so he's fake! totally!

point: we have to save cyberspace from being faker than it is! stop rofl-ling!

pointscript: and though we should ROFL's younger brother LOL from the execution (he has to inherit the family fortune) ... he isnt a saint either.

and yeah, i know most people think this post is crap. :P


TAG REPLIES
sarah & fangxian: 2 star taggers! presenting you with a big trophy for keeping this alive!!! sta taggers!!!

sarah: haha, (haha is accepted, coz it just means you find something funny, not rolling around torturing something, oops, digression) sure, budget meal! eg. no GST (:

fangxian: OKIE! here i am! blogging a crappy post today though! haha

sarah: okie, dont growl! here i am! updating now!




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

8:08 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




Sunday, November 12, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


tag replies! (:
oops. i said i would blog often. i guess our oftens mean diff things! hmm, what do i wanna blog about? gimme a few minutes. then i'll get something! actually i do hve something i really wanna say. but it'll offend people.... hmph. pinky finger you wont get mad? grr. dont see any pinkies. anyway, now i wanna tag reply!

TAG REPLIES

fangxian,fangxian: i win! but you have a point, tht woman has d-d-something... but you can also she died of BOREdom... just because she had d-whatever doesnt mean she didnt die of boredom... because if she was like totally not bored then she WOULDNT die so boredom caused her to die too! and whats normal people? maybe i have d-d- also... then i can die of boredom too! so my dunno-how-many-posts-ago-that-i-could-die-of-boredom would be... *drumroll* TRUE! so i win? (: (oops, this is too long a tag reply. if it were on the tagboard it would be super flood)

Midnight: thanks, but honestly, i kinda rushed picking this skin out... i didnt feel like black! (:

hOnGtEnG: haha, IE7 does look kinda hightech, the silver rounded tabs maybe? just like XP's taskbar if you swap color scheme from blue to silver! but its harder to click all of IE7's icons... if you can even find them! (:

fangxian: yay! thankies! you're the high scorer! ;D *shouts into loudhailer* everybody, follow this example!!!

sarah,sarah,sarah,sarah: lol! lets both of us help each other to not die of boredom OR steph-craps-too-much sickness! and you dont talk too much... you save me and my tb from death of boredom!

>> TB says a big thank-you to all his lifesavers! for spicing him up and giving his owner more to say




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

2:30 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




Tuesday, November 07, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


internet explorer 7... new download... i know that makes all my software (do i have any???) sound totally un-updated... especially my NAV, which keeps telling me that i havent updated my virus protection since september dunno what when i've been updating it SO often just because it tells me like forever? i wanna see status: good again!!!! not attenion required...

well, IE 7

[v] is sharper
[v] allows you to zoom easily without having to use magnifier
[v] is still sharp even after zooming in
[v] has a search engine on the left which is easy to use
[v] only is one window on your taskbar even if you have many diff windows open because it uses internal tabs
[v]a phishing filter which is very good... secure
[v] has a screen grid if you want
[v] keeps

[x] looks real diff, so very hard for me to adapt
[x] top is kinda ugly and cramped
[x] favourites looked weird

hmph. decide for yourself. but now i dunno how to unod IE 7. redo IE6. so you make a choice. but choose to help me with NAV. im gonna slap it now.

hmph.




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

8:51 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.






STEPHANIE SAYS-


especially to fangxian & sarah:

YES!!! people *drumroll* HAVE died of boredom. only that sometimes its called ennui. and heres a case study: (i hope i dont sound like a textbook or i'll die of um, boring myself to death = boredom!)
anyway:
in 1904, Greenville, Kentucky, USA, a woman accidentally locked herself in her basement. becasue the woman was suffering from chronic displashyia, which means that the neurons in her brain constantly needed stimulation in order for her to continue to think and, therefore, survive. However, because she did not recieve any human contact for over two days, her brain slowing deteriorated from not having anything to stimulate her attention and, thus, she died of... BOREDOM!!!
yay! people CAN sorta die of boredom... but i dont wanna die of boredom.. if i must i'll die of curiosity. just not now,a fe more decades, yeah (:

AND, on one topic on yahoo answers, guess how many people agreed you could die of boredom? just on ONE question...
*drumroll*
SIX people!!! and i swear im not one of them!!!
yahoo to yahoo answers!!!

ps. this is not the long post i promised would come sometime before the ne wyear (i never said which year) but maybe its long?




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

6:12 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.






STEPHANIE SAYS-


this post is just for tag replies (:
because whatever i wanna post, you can get from the tag replies anyway!
will post a really looooooong post later? as in not now? maybe today... and maybe not today...
but i will! cos i owe the taggers. lol!

TAG REPLIES

anonymous: if you have any guts at all. you'd put your name.

sarah: (:(: had fun with you guys (not em...) too (: and today i realised my blog ISNT dead! it was, but then it rose from the dead. BOo! thx!

angie: thx, bf! happyhappy hols! butxmas is a looong time away...

fangxian,fangxian,fangxian,fangxian,fangxian: my tagboard sometimes disappears? thatll be like reallyreallyreally bad... tagboard!!! come back! and now im not negative! im positive! (:(:(: very positive! sure thing... (: cheers! happy hols too! and i'll go search www for any cases of ppl who died of boredom! (:

sarah,sarah,sarah,sarah,sarah,sarah: twoagainstone! argh, i must find somebody who died of boredom!!! (: and yup, i love tagboard floods!

all who tagged: thx for e word floods! (:






someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

6:01 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




Friday, November 03, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


sigh. i think i kana virus. and my connnection has a problem. and im fat. and im blocked. and i cant do something impt. and im gonna die of both embarassment and just die cos of that bloody thing. and its not like it was MY fault. perhaps a bit yes. but not totally. but who dies? me.
what the hell. why am i that unlucky.
not to mention that i am bored. i wanna do soemthing with somebody. something ive never done before with somebody ive never done it before. and before you think im sick. i mean normal stuff like go out. pls? anybody?
just to end this off.
if you never see a post from me again its one of the reasons:
1. my net connection died
2. i died because of abovementioned reasons
3. i died beacause of boredom
4. i refuse to publish my posts because nobody is reading thm anyway. just look at my dead tagboard. thenlook at others.


5. or maybe im crushing




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

8:31 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




Thursday, November 02, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


argh
my ethernet wire... the top plastic part just SNAPPED
i was like OMG
then my heart went thud thud thud
thud thud thud
then i felt clammy
then i closed my eyes and counted to ten
then i saw it was still broken
then i tried to anyhow fit it in
it works... FOR NOW

if not...

just see me die

my net is my LIFE...

maybe its because my life
sucks so much
do i too? maybe thats true
just as my life sucks but yours doesnt
so maybe i suck worse than you
maybe i really suck
thats why im not liked much
and stuck here while
hmph
online
you can be whoever you wanna be
and people would believe the person i am
better than if i tried to be the person in real life

so. i need a real life
so. i need to get out of here
but. i dont dare to try
because rejection isnt nice




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

8:12 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.






STEPHANIE SAYS-


just a short poll today, im gonna goplay soon (addicition)

scenario:
person y is using com, checking her email... kinda engrossed, yeah
person x quietly sneaks up behind person y to read (and its not those fwd)
person y screams
person x screams
person x complains about why person y gets so worked up, accuses person y of doing underground stuff (you know) just because she minds people invading her privacy and acts like person y just commited murder or sth.... and moaning about how person y made her really angry and hurt

so, wth, guess who these people are...

dang it


im gonna go mad soon... my life is boring
anybody! anybody! add spice to it?
do something?
go somewhere?
just whatever...
even if we just sit down anywhere
out of the madhouse here




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

7:55 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




Wednesday, November 01, 2006


STEPHANIE SAYS-


hi everybody! im back from a really loong blog break! (yeah, 2 days is a real big deal)

guess what?

i caught death note!

actually i didnt want to, i thought it would be scary and lame...
after all, DEATH note, scary right?
and since it was sort of fantasy... i hought it would be lame...
BUT ( yeah, i ALWAYS have BUTS )
it was nice!!!
let's do it again someime


just the twist part... u know its like a golden rule of movies... YOU MUST ALWAYS HAVE A TWIST

but i WAS captivating! but, dont you think that L looks... you know.... ahem? perhaps its my opinion...

next up movie: material girls

next up activity: JAM!

TAG REPLIES

angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,
angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie,angie :
hi, keep my tagboard alive... its so despo that it refreshes itself often to check if somebody has given it CPR... which u did: one whole, um, month's worth of CPR (tags) yay!




someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars

7:40 PM


but it doesnt really matter anyway.




//NOTICE this//

I blog the way I want.
I try to censor it, but
I cannot guarantee I won't offend you.

So if you really can't stand me
OR the way I blog,
Just press Alt+F4.
And I apologise in advance if I offended you.
It wasn't intentional.





//LISTEN up//

//NOTICEd//

< CHENGLING-
er, really? i thought its nothing much? (:

miichelle-
erm. i dont really get it? o.O

YUNJin[:-
yea! it rocked! wish we could do that again :D

anonymous-
hey, i dont mind... (: but leave yr name... i cant play if i dunno who you are...4 years ago? thats like p4... i havent started yet, unless you mean p6?
I WANNA KNOW WHO YOU ARE! (:

E.-
not exactly a record anyway... thanks

Frederick-
okay, at least theres one person here... LOLS (:

Midnight-
haha, not a year, about like half... i thought it was priv? nvm (:

anonymous-
look, can you just put your name?

Midnight-
er, whats publicised? i know im slow...

angie-
of course! haha, sure (:

cassie-
i did? (:

//STEPHanie//

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