//STEPHANIE//
Monday, October 30, 2006
I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR THE PAST SIX? HOURS
STARING AT THE SCREEN
SO WHEN I LOOK UP OR LEFT OR RIGHT OR ANYWHERE OUT OF THE SCREEN, I SEE STARS.
BLUR STARS SOMEMORE
OW MY HEAD HURTS
BUT MY BODY IS SCREAMING FOR ME NOT TO MOVE,
SO I WONT
SORRY HEAD,
I LOVE YOU TOO!
AND BY THE WAY,
I'VE DECIDED TO 'SHOUT'
BECAUSE ITS FUN.
YUP, YOU KNOW (:
AND IVE STARTED O2 JAM
BY USING YOUR SPARE ACC ( THANKS A LOT )
ANOTHER DAY I'LL SHOW U THE OUTFIT I PUT TOGETHER
WITH YOUR G, YES (:
SO I SAY THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU
YESTERDAY
I WAS LAZY
TODAY
I WAS LAZY
TOMORROW I WILL BE LAZY
I WILL CONTINUE TO BE LAZY UNTIL
THE SUN TURNS BLUE
TAG REPLIES
sarah: nah, not really. but heck, it doesnt matter!!! its ANCIENT HISTORY (which is forgotten)
angie: yo! you're not lousy! i just changed the blogskin twice in two days, so the previous one only stuck fo about a day, so unless you're the world's most faithful blog reader, most ppl probably didnt notice (:
yujia: HI!!! ring,ring
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
6:06 PM
This post, I guess, will represent my school year... sorta represent... just an overview? i kinda hate that word... overviews are always found at the last page of each chapter in textbooks and they gimme NIGHTMARES... the eoys... a dark period... like the stone ages... and shall be permanently wiped off from my memory...
So here goes... the ( what means overview??? ) summary, yeah, summary, but wait, summaries are what tchers say after a lesson.. they are long, boring and just... sleep-inducing... lemme think... so here goes.... um, how my school year went...
OPINION OF MY ACADEMIC YEAR 2006
A) My School
A1) The vibe was:
[ ] mega party!!!
[ ] party
[ ] NO vibe
[X] kinda serious
[ ] zombie-ish serious
A2) The staff were:
[ ] extremely nice, enthusiastic and interesting
[ ] nice and interesting
[X] kinda trying to be nice (mostly)
[ ] not really nice
[ ] monsters!
A3) The toilets were:
[ ] shiny, squeaky-clean and very well-equipped
[ ] clean and sufficiently equipped
[ ] average in cleanliness and equipment
[X] not very clean and not equipped ( eg. no toilet paper )
[ ] rats, cockroaches and flies and not even water supply
A4) The classrooms were:
[ ] very posh, air-con, carpets, plush sofas, bright walls with framed pictures and marble tiles
[ ] above average, good windows and fans, soft chairs, painted walls with ordinary tiles
[X] average, fans, windows, chairs, walls, a ceiling and a floor
[ ] rat-ish, 3 walls and floor
[ ] worse than stone age, mud floor, no chairs, walls or ceilings
A5) The pupils were:
[ ] very very friendly and kind, intellect and athletic
[X] overall, friendly, quite intellect and athletic
[ ] friendly when necessary, can run, communicate and have reasonable intellect
[ ] not very mean unless provoked, ability to move and presence of IQ
[ ] bullies, cannot move nor communicate
okay, im kinda tired of this. i just spent half an hour crafting questions, choices and careful answers... i'll go off and relax and i'll be back soon (tmr) with part B and C, my class and my CCA... watch this space! (:
and dont take my lame summary!
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:38 PM
this is the newest blogskin of all
i guess i changed it because i didnt like black backgrounds and i dont really like the part where you have to put PI (personal info ) and it was a bit small ... plus... it had a lil error...
yeah, and it WAS too fantasy like and kinda formal for me ( yeah, you were right FN)... not that i'm saying its bad... it's a nice skin, a really nice skin, just that after awhile, ii dut ont find it so... ME anymore... but, it isnt BAD... its NICE... just not ME... you know? (:
hope you guys like the new skin though... i think it seems casual and fun, also welcoming and warm, maybe more realistic too! so, any opinions?
TAG REPLIES
hOnGtEnG : thankies for the opinion! very appreciated! (:
the-fake-neighbour : hmm, what can i say? yeah, ok, we did have a FEW similiar points...
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
5:25 PM
new blogskin? yeah... i WAS planning for a new blogskin... just not so fast
just that i was a bit whatever just nw and screwed up the HTML coding... after editing here and editing there... by which time i found out... it was already republished...
never mind, its not that this skin isnt nice... i do like it... just that i have no time.. now... to edit it... gimme 24hrs... then we can all be satisfied with it.
i have a lot to say-
gotta go, but
POLL
WHO THINKS THIS SKIN IS NICE, TEXT 72340 , sorry, i mean TAG 72340 HERE
WHO THINKS I SHOULD TOTALLY GET A NEW ONE, TAG 72340! HERE
WHO THINKS I SHOULD TOTALLY GET BACK MY OLD ONE (but kinda dull now to me) TAG 72340? HERE
THANKS! (:
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
10:52 AM
I'VE BEEN CHEATED BY TIME
TIME, PLEASE STOP CHEATING ME
I JUST DONT BELIEVE THAT ONE WHOLE YEAR HAS PASSED
IT WAS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I...
THAT I WAS SITTING ON THAT SEAT FEELING like im retarded and useless and invisible
THAT I WAS NEW IN ANDSS AND FELT REAL WEIRD
THAT I WAS IN PRI 6 FEELING SAD AFTER GRADUATION CEREMONY
THAT I WAS IN K2 FEELING rejected
THAT I WAS IN NURSERY TAKING CLASS PHOTO
THAT I WAS IN PLAYGROUP EATING A WAFFLE
THAT I WAS A TODDLER, PLAYING WITH MY BIG MICKEY MOUSE
HOW CAN ONE WHOLE LONG YEAR HAVE GONE PAST
HOW CAN I HAVE SPENT 265 DAYS GOING AROUND, YET NOT ACHIEVEING WHAT I SET OUT TO DO
HOW CAN THAT BE?
HOW CAN I NOT HAVE DONE IT... THAT THING I WANTED TO DO SO BADLY... THAT PERSON I WANTED TO BE LIKE... YET I DIDNT MANAGE TO HAVE THAT GUTS
HOW CAN THAT BE?
HOW COULD I HAVE SETTLED WHEN I KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT...
I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT IT REALLY IS OVER
I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT THE YEAR REALLY IS OVER
I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT I WILL STAY HOME STARING AT THIS COMPUTER SCREEN FOR THE NEXT EIGHT WEEKS
I GUESS I HAVE TO WATCH it be happy
SO WHAT IS THE USE OF FEELING LIKE THIS NOW. ME USELESS BUM
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
4:45 PM
this is to reply tags! yes... I LOVE tags (:
so tag more! that's what im trying to say... :)
after all, noONE doesnt love tags!
but i think when my tagboard has a whole row of tags with [stephie]
it DOESNT look PRETTY anymore
so...
i'll reply five tags a post here! (:
TAGBOARD II
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sarah: haha, i've posted FIVE times since that tag! (:
Midnight: thank YOU... but how many people agree??? i probably wont work (:
fangxian: thank YOU!!! yup, im going... you are too right? so seeya there! (:
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someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
3:58 PM
im looking for gamers..
and games, yeah
gamers of games that i play
games that are free, online and combos of like, sims and o2 jam... any suggestions? i seriously need suggestions... im gonna be like whole day, all days on com during hols...
best arcade game = percussion master [ my personal opinion ]
i m onyl like normal 4*... who wanna go play? haha... im addicted, addicted to it
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:48 PM
I, Stephanie, hereby pen this TOILET PAPER petition to petition for TOILET PAPER in ALL of the toilets in AND and not only the staff and ground floor toilets. I have many reasons for this worthwhile petition.
1) Lack of TOILET PAPER leads to unhygiene:
- you see, with this lack of TOILET PAPER, when an unamed person has to perform ahemahem and cannot
find toilet paper for use, how can you exxpec this person to run downstairs from the fourth floor
without using toilet paper to clean ahemahem...
2) Lack of TOILET PAPER leads to indecent exposure:
- you see, with this lack of TOILET PAPER, when an unamed person has to perform ahemahem and
cannot find toilet paper for use, this unamed person might, in his/her desperateness for toilet paper, run
around looking for that once taken for granted now treasured piece of half cloth half paper, leading to
indecent exposure towards any poor innocent soul who may be lurking nearby
3) Lack of TOILET PAPER leads to unhealthy bowels
- you see, when somebody knows TOILET PAPER cannot be found in the toilets, he or she may be
discouraged to perform ahemahem, leading to not only extreme pain and discomfort, but also
unhealthy bowels, and eventually DEATH, becaue the ahemahem will be clogged up within the person.
Over time, this will lead to excess ahemahem and DEATH when ahemahem gets into your organs like
your lungs.
4) LAck of TOILET PAPER leads to trauma and poverty:
- you see, when somebody is unable to find toilet paper and is standing half-ahem in the toilet, imagine
the frustraton and truama that unfortunate person must be going through! this affects his/her mental
and emotional well-being and could lead to scarring for life as well as poverty because of the
psychologists the person needs to make to remove this scar. As you know, psychological visits are not
cheap.
Hence, the availibilty of TOILET PAPER is essential not only to physical, mental, emotioanl and financial well-being of students. This importance of TOILET PAPER has not been highlighted before but I am doing this for the welfare of thw whole student body and [ me... i was so pissed about it just now in sch ]
SIGNED
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:34 PM
23 october 2006
6am___groggy
7am___still groggy
8am___bored
9am___hungry and feeling stupid
10am__feeling pathetic, then a sense of satisfication, then happiness
11am__feeling bored yet good
12pm__feeling bored, good and shy... and nostalgic
1pm__feeling hungry, then full, then scared
2pm__feeling bored, stupid and extra then peaceful then happy
3pm__feeling stomachache
4pm__feeling frustrated [ refer to later post ]
5pm__feeling stressed then happy happy happy
6pm__feeling weird
7pm__feeling ANGRYANGRYANGRYANGRY
8pm__feeling ANGRYANGRYANGRY [ see, i sorta cooled off]
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:12 PM
dont read this
just f off
sometimes f people think theyre right
when theyre not
im mad now
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
5:32 PM
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
3:03 PM
sometimes you feel in...
sometimes you feel out...
sometimes poeple have control...
sometimes people control who's in and who's out
to quote america's next top model host " ... one day you're in, and the next day you're out"
so...
what's the big deal?
i guess people were all made as jigsaw pieces. aim is to fit in, yet be the piece that stands out. just like the jigsaw piece that fit snuggly in, but was yellow while his peers were in grayscale. his peers hailed him as their idol, he felt liked he belonged. yeah, thats a perfect life of the jigsaw ouzzle. i wish i could be like him.
do you think you should settle for something you dont reallt want, just beacuse what you wan is out of your reach? do you think you should settle and regret or strive and take a gamble, you could lose both or you could gain the one you want, afetr much work and embarassment? why can't i be that little yellow jigsaw piece? who wants me to be their little yellow jigsaw piece? what do i have to do to be the little jigsaw piece... belonging to ***** jigsaw? and i know i sound sick. dont have to tell me. but this is not what i meant.
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:34 PM
okay, this is the rampaging, 98Q one... structured questions... heck eoys have invaded me...
1. full name: stephanie XXXXXXXXXXX [look, either u know it or not, if you do, then i dont have to bother, if you dont, go away stalker!]
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2. name backwards: XXXXXXXXXXX einahpets
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3. were u named after someone: nah, there's only one woman in s'pore w/ name stephanie + [my surname]
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4. meaning of name: can u help me find out? :)
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5. nickname: steph, stephie, and other crappy ones!
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6. stage name: look, why are you so interested in names? my name is stephanie. period
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7. DOB: not telling you, nyah
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8. place of birth: birthplace!
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9. nationality: why are you so nooosey?
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10. current location: beside window
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11. starsign: the RAM (ram you!)
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13. height: okie, so i'm short, dont rub it in!
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14. weight: obese
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15. shoe size: i am bigfoot the gorilla's greatgreatgreat granddaughter
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16. hair colour: shiny black (are you marrying me?)
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17. eyecolour: look here
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18. who do you look like: my future daughter
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19. inner or outtie: personality? inner.
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20. lefty or rightie: left big toesie ( righty, but its so fun to say left big toesie, isnt it?)
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21. gay/bi/straight/others: i CRUSH!
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22. best friends: post still open for application [ctrl + c]
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23. best friends you trust most: d-uh!
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24. favourite pals: if i initiate to speak to you, then you are included!
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25. best friends of opp sex: do you want?
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26. best buddies: hey! you dont have to nag! [ctrl + v]
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27. girlfriend/boyfriend: nah, not yet
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28. crush: yeah, like i'm gonna tell you. if i like (as a FRIEND), you'll know
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29. parents: who doesn't???
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30. enemy: post still open for application ( you want? )
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31. favourite online guy: i dont trust them
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32. favourite online gal: them neither
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34. craziest friends: post still open for application ( apply to be a FRIEND first, email me for application form)
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35. advice friends: post still open for application ( apply to be a FRIEND first, email me for application form)
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36. loudest friends: post still open for application ( apply to be a FRIEND first, email me for application form) [must i keep copying this?]
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37. person u cry with: if you've ever seen me cry, you know its you
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38. sister: uh-uh
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39. brother: uh-uh
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40. pets: i want a st. bernard puppy! [keyword = want]
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41. any diseases: touch wood!
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42. pager: how old is this quiz?
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43. personal phoneline: no use, right?
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44. cellphone: d-uh, ask me for number
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45. lava lamp: its cool, but a little expensive
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46. pool or hot tub: pool! i sorta can stay afloat for a grand total of 5.... seconds
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47. car: i am not as old as you think, oldie!
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48. personality: if you know me well, you know my personality
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49. driving: REPITITION again!
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50. dream car: sports car!
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51. room: very messy!
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52. what is missing: you!
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53. schools: WGPS, ANDSS
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54. bed: no... i sleep on the table! [what a stupid question]
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55. relationship with parents: ...
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56. believe in yourself: yup! and only myself!
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57. believe in love at first sight: totally ! ! !
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58. good listener: yup. i try very hard.
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59. get along well with parents: LOOK! i know why this is 98Q... because your repitition!!!
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60. save msn conversations: depends... whetjer i like you or not
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61. pray: yup.
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62. believe in reincarnation: um, i'm fickle
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63. make fun of people: depends on who!
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64. like talking on the phone: depends on who!
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65. want to get married: i am s-t-r-a-i-g-h-t
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66. want to drive: yup!
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67. mtion sickness: yup... (see, diff punc)
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68. eat stem of broccoli: is this a psycholgical test? but, fine, no
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69. eat chicken with fork: look, it depends n what KIND
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70. dream colour: do dreams come in colours? well, then i wan purple!
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71. type in your fingers in home roll: me lost
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72. sleep with stuffed toys: yes!!!
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73. next to you now is: my handphone, window and stuffed toyS
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74. walls of your room: beigeish white
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75. on your mouse pad: i DO NOT have a mouse pad
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76. dream car: OMG! repitition...
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77. dream date: a romantic hunk...
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78. dream honeymoon spot: california
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79. dream husband/wife: erm... erm...
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80. bedtime: earlier than YOU and later than YOU
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81. under your bed: dust and a strawberry fruit plus
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82. single most important questions: uh-uh
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83. bad time of the day: EARLY morning, ungodly hours = 6am to 10am
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84. worst fear: many, the least private is spiders and cockroaches and birds' beaks...
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85. the weather: really dark outside...
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86. time: 7.31pm
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87. date: 06/10/2006
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88. best trick you ever did in someone: look, if i tell you, its no fun already!
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90. hardest time of growing: this year
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91. funniest experience: you may purchase this 100000 page novel at $1000.00
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92. scariest experience: if being scared could kill, i would have died
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93. silliest thing i have said: i said 3 today, 4 yesterday, 2 the day beofre... do you still wanna hear?
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94. most desperate and funny thing: when i asked an old woman at poplar for 5cents to buy sth and her reaction
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95. scariest thing when you were with friends: being stalked by an ugly olg guy who was shouting at the top of his voice in hokkien to everybody around
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96. worst feeling: feeling lonely, embarassed or just EXTRA or UNwelcome/UNwanted or a failure
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97. best feeling: happy, wanted, admired, popular, successful
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98. six people to sabo...
hmm...
PERson 1 who is willing
PERson 2 who is willing
PERson 3 who is willing
PERson 4 who is willing
PERson 5 who is willing
PERson 6 who is willng
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
7:45 PM
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
2:57 PM
eoys spoil what would make a perfect calendar year.
eoys spoil what would make a perfect lunar year.
eoys spoil what would make a perfect stupid year.
eoys... [sob like hell] why can't you just take MC... i'll pay for your doc fees... i'll feed you your meds... (stuff the whole bottle, botltke and all down your throat more like it) i'll feed you nice healthy food (mouldy bread) and give you space as big as my bed (under it... 2cm)
so, my dear (ugly) EOYs... you have 2 choices, vanish or take my offer and suffer a slow torturement vanishment...
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
2:58 PM
STEPHANIE SAYS-
I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR THE PAST SIX? HOURS
STARING AT THE SCREEN
SO WHEN I LOOK UP OR LEFT OR RIGHT OR ANYWHERE OUT OF THE SCREEN, I SEE STARS.
BLUR STARS SOMEMORE
OW MY HEAD HURTS
BUT MY BODY IS SCREAMING FOR ME NOT TO MOVE,
SO I WONT
SORRY HEAD,
I LOVE YOU TOO!
AND BY THE WAY,
I'VE DECIDED TO 'SHOUT'
BECAUSE ITS FUN.
YUP, YOU KNOW (:
AND IVE STARTED O2 JAM
BY USING YOUR SPARE ACC ( THANKS A LOT )
ANOTHER DAY I'LL SHOW U THE OUTFIT I PUT TOGETHER
WITH YOUR G, YES (:
SO I SAY THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU
YESTERDAY
I WAS LAZY
TODAY
I WAS LAZY
TOMORROW I WILL BE LAZY
I WILL CONTINUE TO BE LAZY UNTIL
THE SUN TURNS BLUE
TAG REPLIES
sarah: nah, not really. but heck, it doesnt matter!!! its ANCIENT HISTORY (which is forgotten)
angie: yo! you're not lousy! i just changed the blogskin twice in two days, so the previous one only stuck fo about a day, so unless you're the world's most faithful blog reader, most ppl probably didnt notice (:
yujia: HI!!! ring,ring
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
6:06 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
This post, I guess, will represent my school year... sorta represent... just an overview? i kinda hate that word... overviews are always found at the last page of each chapter in textbooks and they gimme NIGHTMARES... the eoys... a dark period... like the stone ages... and shall be permanently wiped off from my memory...
So here goes... the ( what means overview??? ) summary, yeah, summary, but wait, summaries are what tchers say after a lesson.. they are long, boring and just... sleep-inducing... lemme think... so here goes.... um, how my school year went...
OPINION OF MY ACADEMIC YEAR 2006
A) My School
A1) The vibe was:
[ ] mega party!!!
[ ] party
[ ] NO vibe
[X] kinda serious
[ ] zombie-ish serious
A2) The staff were:
[ ] extremely nice, enthusiastic and interesting
[ ] nice and interesting
[X] kinda trying to be nice (mostly)
[ ] not really nice
[ ] monsters!
A3) The toilets were:
[ ] shiny, squeaky-clean and very well-equipped
[ ] clean and sufficiently equipped
[ ] average in cleanliness and equipment
[X] not very clean and not equipped ( eg. no toilet paper )
[ ] rats, cockroaches and flies and not even water supply
A4) The classrooms were:
[ ] very posh, air-con, carpets, plush sofas, bright walls with framed pictures and marble tiles
[ ] above average, good windows and fans, soft chairs, painted walls with ordinary tiles
[X] average, fans, windows, chairs, walls, a ceiling and a floor
[ ] rat-ish, 3 walls and floor
[ ] worse than stone age, mud floor, no chairs, walls or ceilings
A5) The pupils were:
[ ] very very friendly and kind, intellect and athletic
[X] overall, friendly, quite intellect and athletic
[ ] friendly when necessary, can run, communicate and have reasonable intellect
[ ] not very mean unless provoked, ability to move and presence of IQ
[ ] bullies, cannot move nor communicate
okay, im kinda tired of this. i just spent half an hour crafting questions, choices and careful answers... i'll go off and relax and i'll be back soon (tmr) with part B and C, my class and my CCA... watch this space! (:
and dont take my lame summary!
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:38 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Friday, October 27, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
this is the newest blogskin of all
i guess i changed it because i didnt like black backgrounds and i dont really like the part where you have to put PI (personal info ) and it was a bit small ... plus... it had a lil error...
yeah, and it WAS too fantasy like and kinda formal for me ( yeah, you were right FN)... not that i'm saying its bad... it's a nice skin, a really nice skin, just that after awhile, ii dut ont find it so... ME anymore... but, it isnt BAD... its NICE... just not ME... you know? (:
hope you guys like the new skin though... i think it seems casual and fun, also welcoming and warm, maybe more realistic too! so, any opinions?
TAG REPLIES
hOnGtEnG : thankies for the opinion! very appreciated! (:
the-fake-neighbour : hmm, what can i say? yeah, ok, we did have a FEW similiar points...
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
5:25 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
new blogskin? yeah... i WAS planning for a new blogskin... just not so fast
just that i was a bit whatever just nw and screwed up the HTML coding... after editing here and editing there... by which time i found out... it was already republished...
never mind, its not that this skin isnt nice... i do like it... just that i have no time.. now... to edit it... gimme 24hrs... then we can all be satisfied with it.
i have a lot to say-
gotta go, but
POLL
WHO THINKS THIS SKIN IS NICE, TEXT 72340 , sorry, i mean TAG 72340 HERE
WHO THINKS I SHOULD TOTALLY GET A NEW ONE, TAG 72340! HERE
WHO THINKS I SHOULD TOTALLY GET BACK MY OLD ONE (but kinda dull now to me) TAG 72340? HERE
THANKS! (:
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
10:52 AM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
I'VE BEEN CHEATED BY TIME
TIME, PLEASE STOP CHEATING ME
I JUST DONT BELIEVE THAT ONE WHOLE YEAR HAS PASSED
IT WAS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I...
THAT I WAS SITTING ON THAT SEAT FEELING like im retarded and useless and invisible
THAT I WAS NEW IN ANDSS AND FELT REAL WEIRD
THAT I WAS IN PRI 6 FEELING SAD AFTER GRADUATION CEREMONY
THAT I WAS IN K2 FEELING rejected
THAT I WAS IN NURSERY TAKING CLASS PHOTO
THAT I WAS IN PLAYGROUP EATING A WAFFLE
THAT I WAS A TODDLER, PLAYING WITH MY BIG MICKEY MOUSE
HOW CAN ONE WHOLE LONG YEAR HAVE GONE PAST
HOW CAN I HAVE SPENT 265 DAYS GOING AROUND, YET NOT ACHIEVEING WHAT I SET OUT TO DO
HOW CAN THAT BE?
HOW CAN I NOT HAVE DONE IT... THAT THING I WANTED TO DO SO BADLY... THAT PERSON I WANTED TO BE LIKE... YET I DIDNT MANAGE TO HAVE THAT GUTS
HOW CAN THAT BE?
HOW COULD I HAVE SETTLED WHEN I KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT...
I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT IT REALLY IS OVER
I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT THE YEAR REALLY IS OVER
I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT I WILL STAY HOME STARING AT THIS COMPUTER SCREEN FOR THE NEXT EIGHT WEEKS
I GUESS I HAVE TO WATCH it be happy
SO WHAT IS THE USE OF FEELING LIKE THIS NOW. ME USELESS BUM
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
4:45 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
STEPHANIE SAYS-
this is to reply tags! yes... I LOVE tags (:
so tag more! that's what im trying to say... :)
after all, noONE doesnt love tags!
but i think when my tagboard has a whole row of tags with [stephie]
it DOESNT look PRETTY anymore
so...
i'll reply five tags a post here! (:
TAGBOARD II
yujia: thank YOU! (:
CHENG.aLING: hello! thank YOU!!! i thunk everyBODY's results suck... haha
sarah: haha, i've posted FIVE times since that tag! (:
Midnight: thank YOU... but how many people agree??? i probably wont work (:
fangxian: thank YOU!!! yup, im going... you are too right? so seeya there! (:
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someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
3:58 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Monday, October 23, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
im looking for gamers..
and games, yeah
gamers of games that i play
games that are free, online and combos of like, sims and o2 jam... any suggestions? i seriously need suggestions... im gonna be like whole day, all days on com during hols...
best arcade game = percussion master [ my personal opinion ]
i m onyl like normal 4*... who wanna go play? haha... im addicted, addicted to it
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:48 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
STEPHANIE SAYS-
I, Stephanie, hereby pen this TOILET PAPER petition to petition for TOILET PAPER in ALL of the toilets in AND and not only the staff and ground floor toilets. I have many reasons for this worthwhile petition.
1) Lack of TOILET PAPER leads to unhygiene:
- you see, with this lack of TOILET PAPER, when an unamed person has to perform ahemahem and cannot
find toilet paper for use, how can you exxpec this person to run downstairs from the fourth floor
without using toilet paper to clean ahemahem...
2) Lack of TOILET PAPER leads to indecent exposure:
- you see, with this lack of TOILET PAPER, when an unamed person has to perform ahemahem and
cannot find toilet paper for use, this unamed person might, in his/her desperateness for toilet paper, run
around looking for that once taken for granted now treasured piece of half cloth half paper, leading to
indecent exposure towards any poor innocent soul who may be lurking nearby
3) Lack of TOILET PAPER leads to unhealthy bowels
- you see, when somebody knows TOILET PAPER cannot be found in the toilets, he or she may be
discouraged to perform ahemahem, leading to not only extreme pain and discomfort, but also
unhealthy bowels, and eventually DEATH, becaue the ahemahem will be clogged up within the person.
Over time, this will lead to excess ahemahem and DEATH when ahemahem gets into your organs like
your lungs.
4) LAck of TOILET PAPER leads to trauma and poverty:
- you see, when somebody is unable to find toilet paper and is standing half-ahem in the toilet, imagine
the frustraton and truama that unfortunate person must be going through! this affects his/her mental
and emotional well-being and could lead to scarring for life as well as poverty because of the
psychologists the person needs to make to remove this scar. As you know, psychological visits are not
cheap.
Hence, the availibilty of TOILET PAPER is essential not only to physical, mental, emotioanl and financial well-being of students. This importance of TOILET PAPER has not been highlighted before but I am doing this for the welfare of thw whole student body and [ me... i was so pissed about it just now in sch ]
SIGNED
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:34 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
STEPHANIE SAYS-
23 october 2006
6am___groggy
7am___still groggy
8am___bored
9am___hungry and feeling stupid
10am__feeling pathetic, then a sense of satisfication, then happiness
11am__feeling bored yet good
12pm__feeling bored, good and shy... and nostalgic
1pm__feeling hungry, then full, then scared
2pm__feeling bored, stupid and extra then peaceful then happy
3pm__feeling stomachache
4pm__feeling frustrated [ refer to later post ]
5pm__feeling stressed then happy happy happy
6pm__feeling weird
7pm__feeling ANGRYANGRYANGRYANGRY
8pm__feeling ANGRYANGRYANGRY [ see, i sorta cooled off]
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:12 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Monday, October 16, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
dont read this
just f off
sometimes f people think theyre right
when theyre not
im mad now
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
5:32 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
| Never Date a Pisces |
 Instead try dating: Aries, Leo, Libra, or Aquarius |
What Sign Shouldn't You Date?
ps. who's a pisces? i wanna scratch you off my one thousand three hundred and twenty six potential future candidates list :P
| Your Life Is Worth... |
 |
How Much Is Your Life Worth?
look, i WAS honest. really really really honest. but its not for sale. after all, if i give my life to you, the moolah you pay me... can i really use it? no!
| Your 2005 Song Is |
 "This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S)" For you, 2005 was the Best Year Ever. |
What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?
in that case, look up... see what i've put in!
okay, i promise, no more today, maybe it is a bit overkill, but i think its fun! (:
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
3:03 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Monday, October 09, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
sometimes you feel in...
sometimes you feel out...
sometimes poeple have control...
sometimes people control who's in and who's out
to quote america's next top model host " ... one day you're in, and the next day you're out"
so...
what's the big deal?
i guess people were all made as jigsaw pieces. aim is to fit in, yet be the piece that stands out. just like the jigsaw piece that fit snuggly in, but was yellow while his peers were in grayscale. his peers hailed him as their idol, he felt liked he belonged. yeah, thats a perfect life of the jigsaw ouzzle. i wish i could be like him.
do you think you should settle for something you dont reallt want, just beacuse what you wan is out of your reach? do you think you should settle and regret or strive and take a gamble, you could lose both or you could gain the one you want, afetr much work and embarassment? why can't i be that little yellow jigsaw piece? who wants me to be their little yellow jigsaw piece? what do i have to do to be the little jigsaw piece... belonging to ***** jigsaw? and i know i sound sick. dont have to tell me. but this is not what i meant.
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
8:34 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Friday, October 06, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
okay, this is the rampaging, 98Q one... structured questions... heck eoys have invaded me...
1. full name: stephanie XXXXXXXXXXX [look, either u know it or not, if you do, then i dont have to bother, if you dont, go away stalker!]
_
2. name backwards: XXXXXXXXXXX einahpets
_
3. were u named after someone: nah, there's only one woman in s'pore w/ name stephanie + [my surname]
_
4. meaning of name: can u help me find out? :)
_
5. nickname: steph, stephie, and other crappy ones!
_
6. stage name: look, why are you so interested in names? my name is stephanie. period
_
7. DOB: not telling you, nyah
_
8. place of birth: birthplace!
_
9. nationality: why are you so nooosey?
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10. current location: beside window
_
11. starsign: the RAM (ram you!)
_
13. height: okie, so i'm short, dont rub it in!
_
14. weight: obese
_
15. shoe size: i am bigfoot the gorilla's greatgreatgreat granddaughter
_
16. hair colour: shiny black (are you marrying me?)
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17. eyecolour: look here
_
18. who do you look like: my future daughter
_
19. inner or outtie: personality? inner.
_
20. lefty or rightie: left big toesie ( righty, but its so fun to say left big toesie, isnt it?)
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21. gay/bi/straight/others: i CRUSH!
_
22. best friends: post still open for application [ctrl + c]
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23. best friends you trust most: d-uh!
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24. favourite pals: if i initiate to speak to you, then you are included!
_
25. best friends of opp sex: do you want?
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26. best buddies: hey! you dont have to nag! [ctrl + v]
_
27. girlfriend/boyfriend: nah, not yet
_
28. crush: yeah, like i'm gonna tell you. if i like (as a FRIEND), you'll know
_
29. parents: who doesn't???
_
30. enemy: post still open for application ( you want? )
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31. favourite online guy: i dont trust them
_
32. favourite online gal: them neither
_
34. craziest friends: post still open for application ( apply to be a FRIEND first, email me for application form)
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35. advice friends: post still open for application ( apply to be a FRIEND first, email me for application form)
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36. loudest friends: post still open for application ( apply to be a FRIEND first, email me for application form) [must i keep copying this?]
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37. person u cry with: if you've ever seen me cry, you know its you
_
38. sister: uh-uh
_
39. brother: uh-uh
_
40. pets: i want a st. bernard puppy! [keyword = want]
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41. any diseases: touch wood!
_
42. pager: how old is this quiz?
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43. personal phoneline: no use, right?
_
44. cellphone: d-uh, ask me for number
_
45. lava lamp: its cool, but a little expensive
_
46. pool or hot tub: pool! i sorta can stay afloat for a grand total of 5.... seconds
_
47. car: i am not as old as you think, oldie!
_
48. personality: if you know me well, you know my personality
_
49. driving: REPITITION again!
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50. dream car: sports car!
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51. room: very messy!
_
52. what is missing: you!
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53. schools: WGPS, ANDSS
_
54. bed: no... i sleep on the table! [what a stupid question]
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55. relationship with parents: ...
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56. believe in yourself: yup! and only myself!
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57. believe in love at first sight: totally ! ! !
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58. good listener: yup. i try very hard.
_
59. get along well with parents: LOOK! i know why this is 98Q... because your repitition!!!
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60. save msn conversations: depends... whetjer i like you or not
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61. pray: yup.
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62. believe in reincarnation: um, i'm fickle
_
63. make fun of people: depends on who!
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64. like talking on the phone: depends on who!
_
65. want to get married: i am s-t-r-a-i-g-h-t
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66. want to drive: yup!
_
67. mtion sickness: yup... (see, diff punc)
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68. eat stem of broccoli: is this a psycholgical test? but, fine, no
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69. eat chicken with fork: look, it depends n what KIND
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70. dream colour: do dreams come in colours? well, then i wan purple!
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71. type in your fingers in home roll: me lost
_
72. sleep with stuffed toys: yes!!!
_
73. next to you now is: my handphone, window and stuffed toyS
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74. walls of your room: beigeish white
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75. on your mouse pad: i DO NOT have a mouse pad
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76. dream car: OMG! repitition...
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77. dream date: a romantic hunk...
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78. dream honeymoon spot: california
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79. dream husband/wife: erm... erm...
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80. bedtime: earlier than YOU and later than YOU
_
81. under your bed: dust and a strawberry fruit plus
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82. single most important questions: uh-uh
_
83. bad time of the day: EARLY morning, ungodly hours = 6am to 10am
_
84. worst fear: many, the least private is spiders and cockroaches and birds' beaks...
_
85. the weather: really dark outside...
_
86. time: 7.31pm
_
87. date: 06/10/2006
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88. best trick you ever did in someone: look, if i tell you, its no fun already!
_
90. hardest time of growing: this year
_
91. funniest experience: you may purchase this 100000 page novel at $1000.00
_
92. scariest experience: if being scared could kill, i would have died
_
93. silliest thing i have said: i said 3 today, 4 yesterday, 2 the day beofre... do you still wanna hear?
_
94. most desperate and funny thing: when i asked an old woman at poplar for 5cents to buy sth and her reaction
_
95. scariest thing when you were with friends: being stalked by an ugly olg guy who was shouting at the top of his voice in hokkien to everybody around
_
96. worst feeling: feeling lonely, embarassed or just EXTRA or UNwelcome/UNwanted or a failure
_
97. best feeling: happy, wanted, admired, popular, successful
_
98. six people to sabo...
hmm...
PERson 1 who is willing
PERson 2 who is willing
PERson 3 who is willing
PERson 4 who is willing
PERson 5 who is willing
PERson 6 who is willng
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
7:45 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
STEPHANIE SAYS-
| You Are Ernie |
 Playful and childlike, you are everyone's favorite friend - even if your goofy antics get annoying at times. You are usually feeling: Amused - you are very easily entertained You are famous for: Always making people smile. From your silly songs to your wild pranks, you keep things fun. How you life your life: With ease. Life is only difficult when your friends won't play with you! |
| You Are Animal |
 A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts. You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary. But you sure can beat a good drum. "Kill! Kill!" |
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
2:57 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
STEPHANIE SAYS-
eoys spoil what would make a perfect calendar year.
eoys spoil what would make a perfect lunar year.
eoys spoil what would make a perfect stupid year.
eoys... [sob like hell] why can't you just take MC... i'll pay for your doc fees... i'll feed you your meds... (stuff the whole bottle, botltke and all down your throat more like it) i'll feed you nice healthy food (mouldy bread) and give you space as big as my bed (under it... 2cm)
so, my dear (ugly) EOYs... you have 2 choices, vanish or take my offer and suffer a slow torturement vanishment...
someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
2:58 PM
but it doesnt really matter anyway.