STEPHANIE SAYS.

Friday, August 25, 2006

STEPHANIE SAYS-

and i said... the WronG thing.

i always do.

people do.

i do.

and so do you.

sometime we say the wrong thing, we could be in a bad mood and said the wrong thing, or we could have just said it to the wrong person. maybe we thought it was funny, maybe we didn't know it would turn out so sarcastic, annoying or insulting, maybe we just mixed up the words.

bu whatever the reason, we did say the "wrong thing".

and the person would never forget. no matter what you say, the person you said it to will never forget and neither will the person who said it.

you might say sorry, you did't mean it, you might look all so sad and apologetic. the person might shrug and say no prob. but the person has already heard it and will probably never be able to totally delete it away in his heart. it may linger there as an obvious barrier or an unknown obvious barrier ( means you know there is a barrier but you don't know what caused it ) or maybe never surface. but it is still buried deep in the river bed of the person's feelings.

can you say you don't remember anything you ever said wrong that made you embarassed or insulted the other party, never remebered anything anyone else said ''wrong", whether or not the person is aware of it? nobody can. i sure can't.

sometimes you offend people without their even knowing it. you never knew they minded andyet sometime down the road, maybe hours, maybe days, maybe weeks, maybe months, they bring it up. and you never knew they minded.

sometimes you realize straightaway, but even then, you cannot do anything. you just cover your mouth with your hand, gasp and apologise but the damage has been done. no matter what you say. just like a piece of blank paper. you scribble on it, then you realise you scribbled on the blank paper and not the rough one, no matter what you do, it won't go off. even if its in pencil, faint marks will still be lft behind. thats life.

that's just SO complicated. life certainly is. why couldnt people be like computers. computers tell you what they are ''feeling''. when a laptop runs out of battery, it tells you beforehand, so you can save your work and no damage is done. when you type something wrong, just press backspace. ( straightaway realising your mistake). when you realise you saved something you dont want, jsut press shift and delete. voila! gone forever. (realising after awhile).

why are human interaction so complicated? why do i always think AFTER i act? and why dont i have an undo button ctrl and z so i can take it back? why dont we all?

sorry

Song Lyrics That Best Describe This Post:
Simple Plan - Untitled (How Can This Happen To Me)

someday,
this sleeping giant...
will reach for the stars
11:04 PM

but it doesnt really matter anyway.