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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I'VE BEEN CHEATED BY TIME TIME, PLEASE STOP CHEATING ME I JUST DONT BELIEVE THAT ONE WHOLE YEAR HAS PASSED IT WAS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I... THAT I WAS SITTING ON THAT SEAT FEELING like im retarded and useless and invisible THAT I WAS NEW IN ANDSS AND FELT REAL WEIRD THAT I WAS IN PRI 6 FEELING SAD AFTER GRADUATION CEREMONY THAT I WAS IN K2 FEELING rejected THAT I WAS IN NURSERY TAKING CLASS PHOTO THAT I WAS IN PLAYGROUP EATING A WAFFLE THAT I WAS A TODDLER, PLAYING WITH MY BIG MICKEY MOUSE HOW CAN ONE WHOLE LONG YEAR HAVE GONE PAST HOW CAN I HAVE SPENT 265 DAYS GOING AROUND, YET NOT ACHIEVEING WHAT I SET OUT TO DO HOW CAN THAT BE? HOW CAN I NOT HAVE DONE IT... THAT THING I WANTED TO DO SO BADLY... THAT PERSON I WANTED TO BE LIKE... YET I DIDNT MANAGE TO HAVE THAT GUTS HOW CAN THAT BE? HOW COULD I HAVE SETTLED WHEN I KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT... I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT IT REALLY IS OVER I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT THE YEAR REALLY IS OVER I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT I WILL STAY HOME STARING AT THIS COMPUTER SCREEN FOR THE NEXT EIGHT WEEKS I GUESS I HAVE TO WATCH it be happy SO WHAT IS THE USE OF FEELING LIKE THIS NOW. ME USELESS BUM someday, this sleeping giant... will reach for the stars 4:45 PM
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//NOTICE this// I blog the way I want.I try to censor it, but I cannot guarantee I won't offend you. So if you really can't stand me OR the way I blog, Just press Alt+F4. And I apologise in advance if I offended you. It wasn't intentional. //LISTEN up// |
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//NOTICEd// < CHENGLING-er, really? i thought its nothing much? (: miichelle- erm. i dont really get it? o.O YUNJin[:- yea! it rocked! wish we could do that again :D anonymous- hey, i dont mind... (: but leave yr name... i cant play if i dunno who you are...4 years ago? thats like p4... i havent started yet, unless you mean p6? I WANNA KNOW WHO YOU ARE! (: E.- not exactly a record anyway... thanks Frederick- okay, at least theres one person here... LOLS (: Midnight- haha, not a year, about like half... i thought it was priv? nvm (: anonymous- look, can you just put your name? Midnight- er, whats publicised? i know im slow... angie- of course! haha, sure (: cassie- i did? (: //STEPHanie//
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